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Just Like Me

2006-05-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

Its amazing the things I seen now that I’m older
My little sister sits and cries on my shoulder
Over the same exact things I used to worry about
I try to tell her they don’t matter, shell figure it out
Friends are the last of your worries wait till you see
But obviously she doesn’t listen to me
She just gets ticked because I’m telling her what to do
My dad always says,
“ You can't get mad 'cause she’s just like you.”

Answering Phone Machines

2006-05-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

He reaches over and pushes the button. ONE NEW MESSAGE MESSAGE ONE ….Honey are you there? Hello!!! You’d better not be avoiding me!! You know how much I hate talking on these things. You youngins depend on those darn machines too dang much these days with all your gadgets. Back in my time when you answered the phone you took chance on it being someone you didn’t want to talk to. Now you kids are so fancy with your caller id and your answering phone machines. Your probably saying yeah yeah mom, but its true you know. He laughs cause that was exactly what he was thinking. Well anyways when are you going to come visit your poor old mother? He shrugs his shoulders as he reaches for the milk. I was in labor with you for three days straight you know. He shakes his head and rolls his eyes. The least you can do is stop by every once and a while!! I’m not gonna be around forever you know. Your aunt Velma is coming over so we can go to bingo so make sure when you call it’s after eight. Well stop by if you get the chance okay. Love you. Beeeeeep. He grabs the remote and sits down on the couch.

Bad Bullets

2006-05-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

I bought myself a Nerf Gun,
I used to think it was fun
I liked the way it felt in my hand
And the way it suctions when I’d hit the fan
I loved the little foamy things.
What are they called oh bullets
That’s what brings
This awful horrible sorrow of mine
I lose the bullets all of the time
And that’s why I’m writing these lines
Because I’ve lost all of my bullets
Now my Nerf Gun is not a good find

Looking In

2006-05-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

Looking through the window
An innocent girl
Pondering on her bed
Her eyes so tainted
I look harder
So much is revealed
Scars telling her life
Mental abuse
Problems
Questions
Insults
A broken heart
And so much more
A tear piercing her cheek
She feels so little
She can not sleep
Every thing clouds her mind
Then I realize something strange
That girl’s face looks a lot like mine.

Regrets

2006-05-15T10:44:00.000-07:00

Many thoughts run through my head
I know I can trust you
The words are on my lips
But they just stumble back inside
My world is so unclear
For once if only I could tell you
Would you understand?
The pain
The fear
I can’t describe it
My thoughts get pushed around
But they still remain
I think of words to say
But none make it to you
All I can do is cry…
Cry out in vain
No one understands me
Why are things so crazy?
Only if I could speak
My life seems to fall apart
You speak to me your words of wisdom
I am too lost to take it
I just need a little time
I need to make it clear
I am lost and confused
I don’t know why I lied to you

Waiting

2006-05-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

Sitting in her rocking chair
Waiting for something
Her life is now bare
Three words unspoken
The cycle was broken
She hates to depend on me
She wants him back, I can see,
but he is gone now
We both miss him
She’s figured it out now,
But still she waits
Soon will come her fate
And then she will hear
the three words
shes waited for all of these years.

Fallen For You

2006-05-15T10:41:00.000-07:00

Lying awake
Thinking about you
Feelings grow inside
They are unreal
Wishing you knew how I feel
My heart has fallen for you
I don’t think you understand
My heart is in your hand
Waiting to hear I love you

Class/Hell

2006-05-15T10:40:00.000-07:00

Sitting in this chair
Voices speaking out loud
Some asking questions,
Some laughing at them

Teacher sitting on his desk
Thinking he’s so big
But inside he’s just a little guy
Wondering when class is done

Back to the students observing the class
Everyone in their own little world
A few even listen to the man on the desk
While the others think of ways
To torture him back

A Pencil I am

2006-05-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

Im am round
I am hard
I am free
Until someone sharpens me
I am captured
I am covered
I am reused
I will write
I will fight
I have scars
Teeth marks

I am a pencil

shaaar
pen
ed

Streets

2006-05-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

Little boys and little girls
So lost in this world
No place to go,
No place to hide
Wondering the streets,
Wondering the night
Sooner or later they’ll decide to get high
The drugs will say,
“Poor boys and girls come inside.”

Standing Tall

2006-05-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

Wind battling the trees

Leaves falling like soldiers

Breeze flying through the branches

The brave prepare for the next season

Hick Town

2006-05-15T10:32:00.001-07:00

I’m so bored
There’s nothing to do
This town is so small
It looks like I’m screwed

The years that I have wasted
The past that I have tasted
Still nothing compares to you

My eyes are blinded
I can still see you
These visions embrace me
They try to erase me
It seems I still see you

Just leave,
Erase yourself from me.
Nothing left to say.
Im asking you not to stay.
Please just go away.

Gone

2006-05-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I’m so scared and confused.
Then I look into your eyes,
And I know everything will be fine

If I lose you,
Will I go crazy,
Could I live without your love?

Could I cry without your shoulder?
Helplessly shifting,
I realize your gone,
My world is fading.

Day by Day

2006-05-15T10:29:00.000-07:00

Taking life for granted,
Sick of living day by day,
I push my future out,
I stop living in the now,
It takes a good smack
To wake me up…owe.
But my father does succeed,
Now I’m kind of freaking out
So much time is behind me
I wish I would have seen,
Instead of wishing I was older,
Oh well too late now I say
Old age is getting closer.
Time to start living day by day.

Boss

2006-05-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

Like a broken record,
I crumble to your touch.
Without a word being spoken,
This is all too much.

I am out of breath,
I reach out to touch your chest,
You control my every move.
I don’t know what to do.

Ive crumbled to your power,
The love now has gone sour.
Breaking free is what I dream of
You is what I am made of,

College

2006-05-15T10:27:00.000-07:00

Some say it’s great,
Some say they hate,
But I say it’s different.
Not sure? Which is it?
Is it fun? Is it long?
Is it all about the bong?
Some people think so.
One thing I’ve noticed though,
a lot of people put on a show,
Half the guys blow,
And suck at beer pong.
Ha, with your mom.
What in a pond?
Awe how sweat!
College is beat!

Suicide

2006-05-15T10:26:00.000-07:00

The last one
The final shot
Final run
Try and stick through it
No I’ve got to give up
Can’t take this anymore
Quick turns
Back and forth
Just so tired
Its all over
Quick finish
Now cant breathe
Knees feel week
Changed my mind
Quitting is sometimes
Harder than sticking with it
Huddle up…..
Come on get with it
Good practice today
Finally it’s done

Tiger Drill

2006-05-15T10:25:00.000-07:00

Rims out
We’re done
Here it goes
Long
As fast as possible
Backwards
Loud
Suck it up
Just eight turns
Hurry up

The End

2006-05-15T10:24:00.000-07:00

I can feel the tears well within me.
I’m trying not to but I am.
I want to be strong.

It’s so Hard so…..
Impossible… Why does
It hurt so much, because,
It’s really over.

Impressive

2006-05-15T10:17:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!!
I don’t know what to Say besides
WOW!!!
Just when You think that they are about to let you down,
they fight thru and prove themselves all around.
They just wanted to Rid the team of the fake fans,
the people who jumped on the bandwagon.
Thru this season I Can not count
the amount of time that I have spent bailing them out.
From the disappointing loss to the worst team,
Over rated i think not, yoU know what i mean!
Too many spectators are so quick to give up.
They really juSt wanted you to get up!
They have redeemed themselves.
The best team Ever.
Don't forget Gerry deserves to be remembered.
So when the soon to be Big East champs,
upset your new found team in the dance
just remember that real men wear orange,
and real fans stick around
all the way through, the ups and the downs!!!!!

Forever and Now

2006-05-15T10:12:00.000-07:00

There’s a reason for everything,
that’s what they say.
A reason for things to be this way?
It’s hard to believe this,
let alone agree with it,
but why’d it happen?
he couldn’t be a little lenient?
The boy was so young,
trying to be a man.
I guess if you want to hear god laugh,
tell him your plan college,
then marriage,
a little fun in between.
If only 21 could have been seen.
But he’s not the only one,
that’s the worst part.
She’s now got to live with a broken heart.
A women once said don’t do anything you’ll regret
Now that’s all she’ll think about,
it’ll be impossible to forget.
No matter what you tell her she’s going to fret.
If only my reactions weren’t so slow,
would the outcome be different?
would I not be alone?
And the boy in the back
that nobody knows
critical condition,
but hey his blood still flows
he'll have a name now
in death or in life,
But so will the culprit
the man with the knife
a beer in his hand,
and a wheel in his palm
why did he do it?
he couldn’t call anyone?
So now we’re all left with,
a bunch of regrets.
Absolutely the worst possible bet.
Let him take control now,
try to learn and not forget,
let your head bow
love and miss you,
forever,
but especially now.

Ha Ha Drunk !!!!

2006-05-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

2 beer queeer sooo i her......
thanks alot but I’m not
it really takes 3
ok 2 and one half
abit of bud light
then youve really got a nite
the only problem is when we play those cool games
yeah some people do say that they are all lame
but who cares what they think
the only problem isthat for somereason beer makes me wis
and then at some point i join into these games
and forget fot a moment what mey limit really is
ok so what that im drunk ]
Its oh so much
just sit here and smile
so anyway what was i saying
oh yeah 2 beer qqueer
at least im not driving
so kiss my derriere

Cards

2006-05-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

Texas has the best sunsets near the river.
Every card you send to your mother,
hold dear because you wouldn’t want to
flush the chance down the toilet.
Just remember the
full house she kept together, and how
straight and tidy she tried to be.
I just found the
two pair of roller skates in my room.
Mom called us
three of a kind,
having fun all the time,
and always hanging out,
playing holdem.

T-E-A-M recipe

2006-03-26T11:41:00.000-08:00

To create a team, first you need to decide exactly what kind of team you want. Today we're going to make a softball team. First you need to get...

1/2 cup of catcher
1/4 cup of pitcher
1 tsp first baseman
2 tsp second baseman
3 tbl third baseman
dash of left feild
2/3 tbl of short stop
pinch of center field
a bit of right field
2 great coaches (optional)

Put all of these ingredients into a good size bowl, and beat, dont be too harsh you need to add a little love, but remember this is for their own good. OK beat them them untill thay are the texture that you prefer. Some may take longer to blend than others, but they'll come around just give them time. once its all mixed just right, put them in the oven. Bake for about two hours or untill lightly browned. There you have your team, you may add any toppings to make it the best it can be. Now you can finally enjoy!!!

A List Full

2006-03-26T11:26:00.002-08:00

staying
being
seeing
play
no
other
already
wife
perfecionism
life

staying being seeing
play no other
already wife
perfectionism life

Staying and being true,
better or shes thru,
play with no other,
my daughters mother,
already my wife,
her perfectionism,
brings me life.

poem,book, own

2006-03-26T11:13:00.000-08:00

Over back where they speak of life as staying
having dreamt and played a possibility into being
rolling over and over almost seeing

you couldnt call it living for it aint
its source in a dream,risk,mystery and play
make me want to stay,but no

out in the plowed ground in the cold digger
but it wont always be that easy to tell one from the other
but way too easy to tell the difference of eachother

all that piano and new paint back there
some of the meterial i have lying around already
just sitting waiting

not to sink under being man and wife
even an obsessive perffectionism
just a love of my life

What hurts the most

2006-03-06T11:22:00.000-08:00

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

~Rascal Flatts

Last Minute

2006-03-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

we're running down the final strech
wishing, hoping, praying that somthing big happends
we can still do this
we can still pull this off
please hurry, get it back
what are you doing?
intentional!!! Obviously!!!
please dont give up on us
let us try at least!!!
call it
No! were not done!!
its not over!!!
if only we could go back

playa

2006-02-20T18:51:00.000-08:00

… and what I said was true. I did go home last night. He looks both ways before he turns the corner. I Know!! I went home then left again, but I did go home. I wasn’t lying. A smirk crosses his face as if he enjoys messing with her head. WOW!! You need help. It was a one night stand what part of that don’t you understand? I only said that 'cause you wanted me to. Oh my goodness. “Are you tired ‘cause you’ve been running through my mind all day?” he says shaking his head. That’s the lamest pick up line I’ve ever used. His hands now leave the wheel and his voice gets louder. It practically screams hey this is a totally physical thing! Now getting himself under control he starts to think… Wait a second how’d you get my number anyway? Eyebrows raised as he listens. What? You have my wallet? No you don’t, its right….reaching into his back pocket finding nothing. How could you have it? He asks searching his car frantically. I had it after I left your house. When I went out after, I know I did. Did you follow me or something? He asks while trying to remember the night before. You were at my house? What’s going on?....

The Edited Class

2006-02-12T20:08:00.001-08:00

Henry sat in the bar and was odd.
Today is a nasty day, he thought to himself.
A lion ate my hand,
that jungle king with an appetite for human flesh.
I tried to pry his attention with some healthy food.
As i reached for the many kinds of fruit
that sat in the painted bowl,
but my hand just kept going,
into a hole.
in the depths of the earth
tastefully tactfull
Feircfully determined
to die for my country.
It was a chance to be a hero.
A hero like superman except he's
a spandex wearing sissy whose only weakness is a green rock.
He just walks around hoping the guy in the blue spandex
would show interest in him. Because of him
the fire destroyed the barn.
It's okay though because
no one was harmed.
However there was a person under the sheets
that were on the bed.
The rumpled sheets told his story.
Some how he had died,
the cause was unknown.
Either the lack of a hero or the bite of a lion.

By the Class

2006-02-06T11:30:00.000-08:00

Henry sat in the bar and was odd.
Today is a nasty day.
A lion ate my hand,
A jungle king with an appetite for human flesh
also many kinds of fruit
that sit in the painted bowl.
sometimes they go into a hole.
into the depths of the earth
tastefully tactfull is terribly temperate
Feircfully determined
to die for my country
is a chance to be a hero
like superman
that spandex wearing sissy whose only weakness is a green rock
was hoping the guy in the blue spandex would
show interest in him
the red firetruck is shiny
the fire destroyed the barn
but no one was harmed
however the person was
under the sheets
that were on the bed
the rumpled sheets told her story
she got laid
and during an orgasm,
died of a heart attack.

2006-01-31T08:38:00.000-08:00

As my friends and I were watching TV one night we saw a commercial for the movie Guys Gone Wild. The room was full of girls so needless to say we got pretty excited, you know what I mean, jumping around screaming as if we’d just hit the jackpot or something. So as we’re all scurrying around searching for the $24.99 it would take to order the movie another commercial came on for Girls Gone Wild. The room calmed down pretty quickly, but only for a second because then we realized that the Girls Gone Wild movies were only $9.99!!! That’s less than half the price of the Guys Gone Wild video. Every one of us felt so cheated!!! Why is one so much cheaper than the other? Is it really that much easier to get girls to take their clothes off for a camera than it is to get guys to? It seems strange to me because a lot of the guys I know wouldn’t think twice about stripping down where as many of the girls would be more reluctant. Please if you have any input on this I would love to hear it. Why do you think it is so much cheaper?